Alex-Adventurer

i recently figured out that I'm a digital art retarded. now it seem that when ever i try any program that actually works good for me is shit and failZ hard. and i  know what your thinking "that's not your fault" but it EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEESSS. now i have open canvas and I've tried sai but my brain cant wrap it's self around it. it's was too complicated and totally not easy for me. but yet everyone else i know who uses it is like "omg it's easiest most awesome thing ever!" wtf mate honestly I'm obviously a retard. I'd love to show everyone all my old drawings up to my current ones b/c i actually have a shit ton that don't put up on here.

~~~SEME OR UKE?~~~ Less than 20=Seme More than 20=Uke 01-[x] You like to be content in everything. 02-[x] When a person confesses his/her love to you and you don't like him/her, you start feeling very tense and/or you don't know what to say. 03-[ ] You enjoy listening to smooth and relaxing music. 04-[x] You are quite hyperactive. 05-[x] If you don't like something, you start crying and you don't care if you start talking too loud. 06-[x] You love candies or any type of caramel. 07-[ ] You like making others blush. 08-[x] You sleep with a doll/ teddy bear/ pillow in your hand. 09-[x] You're usually shy with the opposite sex. 10-[x

oook so what colour should i dye my hair magenta hot pink or light turquoise? I'm doing it tomorrow morning :O/:D of course i need your help! I'm so conflicted as to which colour!! b/c i like blues more than pinks. but then again pink is basically my favourite colour. now i said i wouldn't colour my hair blue till after this girl did hers but she still hasn't even bleached her hair. soo should i go for it? or not? i mean i like her and she seems nice so i don't want to do anything mean to her although we're barely acquaintances. the blue is really bright and me being my self conscious low self esteem and i forget what the other one was but